Sunday, September 12, 2010

Interesting

... that is, there are all sorts of discoveries I'm making. Rarely (though not never) have I lived so very fully -
- each moment spoken for many times over
- a great variety of challenges (pressures)
- inputs from all directions
- conflicting priorities which make any decision a good decision (just pick a perspective to match, it's easy).

So far, so good.

Gerald will be assessed for perhaps returning home, after the weekend.
He is on a constant high dose of morphine now (subcutaneous), as well as all the other stuff (why list them?).

He seems low, with sporadic roars into life, funny crazy, still entertaining ...
I want to make it good.
I don't know whether I don't know how, or nobody knows how, or nobody could know how (contractual right to be glad for life frustrated by impossibility at present?).

Kids ...
Sophie has "new" room.
Pale blue.
Given budget, chosen colours and furniture, done painting, ably assisted by Andrew.
:-)

Alex's turn next.

L

3 comments:

  1. I dont know if this is helpful but I have just learnt that death can be as beautiful as life.I just accompanied a friend on her last life journey....her body failed but her life with Jesus flourished.Love and blessings to you all at this difficult time,Suexx

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  2. While the view from Everest might be good, those everyday sunrises & sunsets are amazing too. Life is all about the inches.

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  3. Greetings from Nizwa, Oman. May Gerald keep smiling and building a great store of memories for you. Please pass on our thoughts and comfort. Alan & Joy

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